Man life on a 1000 right now. I don't know what it is one day I feel good the next I feel like I'm drowning in quick sand. Like a piece that doesn't fit in this life puzzle. Tryna figure out what I'm supposed to be doing. I know I'm supposed to be creating and inspiring but most days I don't have that drive I used to have. Its like I can't have one with out the other. Like I want to be known and successful on my terms. Too much bullshit comes with the way people become successful a lot of fake shit. But at some point we gotta push forward. Because if we don't we're finished. The funny part is I still get everything I want. Minus the relationship and luxury wants. If I pursue and do what I'm supposed to it'll fall into place. I'm still as handsome as ever and getting even more flyer its crazy.
I got goals man I still want Detale to be the best lifestyle brand ever. I still wanna make music with Pharrell drive ferrari's like steven victor, collect art like swizz and make love to lori harvey every night. I Wanna be as legendary as Hov and as creative as Ye. I gotta get it. Breathe my nigga there's still time. Through it all I'm still grateful. Thats the reset button whatever happened yesterday is the past just be present.
This my therapy, most days I feel alone even tho I can get whoever I want. I just don't want anyone. Shit feels repetitive I've probably wrote this a million times fuck it! I'll write it a million more times till I get what I want. Thank god for giving me the opportunity to write it. Ima just say fuck it and do it! This motivating me. You can have it the job the line the woman, the career the success, the happiness everything. If you say it so and keep that thought and energy. Feel it Feel It FEEL IT.
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