I Think I’m Ready.

I think im ready. I think im reaady to maximize my full potential. NO PRESSURE. For the past few years we've be putting in WORK! Out of desperation, fear, neccessity of not being a failure. Now that Im blessed and grateful I've been taking the time to enjoy my new found happiness. But I don't like to think about too much because I'm so fearful of everything. I just want to be happy. So I just take it day by day. In some ways I've lost my fire. I look back and say damn and I think I said it on here before I wish I had my 2014 hustle back. But I also love where I'm at to have the freedom to do whatever I want Is a new feeling I'm learning to balance. But now I feel like Im ready to jump back into the fold. I miss being in the mix, or at least the feeling I get from the grind. Creating something from scratch and seeing it come to fruition. The feeling of building something. But fuck I should be #1. If ima do this shit I gotta make it right away. We've put in over 10,000 hours and I don't give a fuck I gotta be the greatest. I'm tired of hustling for nothing and everything at the same time. I did this shit all alone for years I ain't got that type of energy no more. I gotta be the star of the show. Im ready to be the main focus but I don't know any other way. Im grateful I want all the fly shit! I need the girl, the penthouse the kids, the private jet, the lifestyle, the accolades, the adoration, its not too late.