Life is really amazing right now I am super grateful for everything that's happening in my life. I have an amazing job, relationship family is all healthy I couldn't ask for anything more.
But why does is feel like I'm not doing enough or missing something in my life. It might be the lack of sex that is affecting me because I'm always horny. Like nah it's ridiculous how horny I am everyday Lol.
I am talking to this beautiful woman when is the appropriate time to have that conversation. I was waiting until she invited me over to initiate the action but I think Im going to hare to push that line LOL. I wish it just came natural. It's been over 10 years since the last time I had sex I don't know how to initiate the action. Like I ate pussy last year but penetration didn't happen. I'm like uh I've always been amazing in bed so that's not the issue. It's getting to that point is my issue because I don't wanna sound like all I want is sex, but in reality all I want is steady sex all the time.
I am young fly handsome successful there are plenty of women that are willing to have sex with me. Maybe I have to pop an ugly one to get it out the way LOL IDK. Nah but in reality what do I have to lost if she says yes then its on if she say no then we right back to where we started. I guess I gotta push that line but not too much you know what I mean? I gotta be the guy I am when I'm off the liquor but sober if that makes sense.
When I'm drunk I don't give a fuck! Im outgoing charismatic, smooth I take way more risk than when I'm sober. When I'm sober I think too much. So I don't anything at all. I guess women want a nigga that's always gonna make that move! But if I press now will it be awkward? You won't know until you try my boi! It's only one way to find out.
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